butterfly__________

Sunday, October 30, 2005
1:04 AM

I was just watching " Forget Paris" starring Billy Crystal on channel 5 and a group of friends were having dinner sharing stories, sharing joy.

I realise it was a parallel to what happen today.My classmates and I had lunch together. I really enjoyed it to say the least, i laughed until i was out of breath.

if there was one thing i dont regret, that was meeting you guys. that is frm the bottom of my heart. the joy, the fun, the sincerity, the amt of content i cud share w u bout my personal life is more than wad i eva got n cud eva gif. you just have that magical effect on me.

the silliness is what i enjoy particularly. haha. esp weiying who has such a tremendous efect on most of the girls is actually creating a "cult of weiying" in her own special way. haha.

the feeling is what i find particularly dfficult to describe. no words. i shud jus say it had an atmosphere of innocence and youth caught up in it. something rare in this fast-paced and fast-maturing society of ours.

i guess it is a shadow of wad our predecessors had. but im glad we still have it and we still are holding it together.

i realise the joy my friends bring me. the pain they are able to give me too. it jus perturbs me that fellow humans like me are able to have such an efect on me. wud tt make me a more vulnerable person? i dunno. i guess its jus human to be affected by ur frens. true frens.

i usually give 100% in my frenship so pls, i wanna get reciprocated. if u can.

n to fengyi haha, yupz tt neckalce is nice, but i didnt expect u to go n buy it. haha. n to not using spoons/ fork and knife properly, i think its ok. but they are rather easy tools to use. dun worry i will invent new contraptions for u to use. mb a multi purpose machine operated glove with knife chopsticks spoon n fork suck on to the tips of the fingers.

and to table manners. i do believe in it a lot. i find it difficult to dine with ppl who chew loudly. i find it even more idstubing to eat with ppl who never fails to complain bout hte portion of the food even when a fat person like me is fine with it..tts my prob lah. i find it rather ungracious to complain bout it right in front of the restaurant person. cos evey grain of rice we eat, every piece of vege n meat is created by someone. we shud be blessed we have food.

and to CLARENCE LEE JIN LOONG, you are so biased. your fan club members a.k.a minsi, weiying, weiqi are extremely angry at the amt of kindness u gif towards fengyi:P you wud rather bully me than her!!! so mean. u like her is it...:P

ya n i have finally become less dense. i will apologise. finally 3 days later i realise my mistake. yes. n a fren is more treasured tis way. n i do miss the way my name is pronounced by him. and the bickering. and the banter.

cheers to frens.

butterfly___________