butterfly__________

Friday, October 14, 2005
2:57 PM

So many things have happened today. I dunno what to put in and not to put in.

Firstly I ve got many people to thank. Its gonna be like an Oscard award-winning speech. Bear with it while i say my thanksgiving. I really appreciate these people.

Fengyi, jus wanna say thank you to you. U r realli a cool n sweet n loyal fren for not pang sehing me today at peer counselling. Even though uve done the thing b4. im realli very grateful n i feel blessed to have a fren like you. i seldom say it but i enjoy ur comapny very much an u r an inspiration to my life. for ur pursuits of dreams in e musical realm. im very touched by wad u did today. really.n pls pls forgive me for all those times i pang seh u i tink. haha.

I wanna thank Clare for being such a sweet pal to me. For his small actions ahilarious talks have really brightened up my pathetic day. For being a good friend to me. u noe." GOOD FRIEND" haha. Thanks very much. very touched by u.

I thank Jiayan for being such a loyal n comforting fren to me. for being my pillar of strength during this arduous promo journey. God bless u for being such a kind soul. for being so willing to bear my complaints and worries and all that. i really enjoy ur company.:D and hope we will be promoted and be in05A12 nxt year.

I thank Lindy for buying me the movie ticket wich i didnt watch. thank her for being so comoforting for willing to lend be an ear to listen to me woes. God bless you and hope u do fabulously well in promos.

I thank God for putting Bryan in my life. He's such a sweet soul. he noes how paranoid i am. ( i truly am) and yet he puts up with my weird tantrums. haha save for my whiny tempers at times. and im so happy when i sing with him. I feel blessed to be his sis-in christ.

Thank God for precious Dranice. for being such a sweet soul. for telling me not to give up no matter what happens. for being right there for me. for being so unselfish n so giving n nice to me. so glad shes my good good fren. Thank God for her presence in my life truly feel blessed.

And sioky i will neva eva forget u for as long as i live, becos u always help me in maths wheneva exams come. n u always encourage me n u always listen to me complain!! tts so sweet n gentle of u. i feel very very honoured to be ur fren. i hope i will be in j2 next yr. still continue takin maths. n i wud do u proud, i promise.

For all those who i didnt thank specifically, doesnt mean tt u dun have a place in my heart. u do. jus tt i realli love this ppl aforementioned. i love u too. shall mentionu in another blog. this prob sounds like my last words on earth. it probis gonna be. i went for peer counselling session today. it jus dawned upon me how short n how fickle life is. i have so many good n nice ppl in my life. i wanna tthank you! i wanna sustain my relationship with you. and as im writg tis realli very touched. each and every single one of u is an angel an angel that God sent frm above to be with me. this realli sounds bad. as if im goin to die. i hope not. I WILL NOT. NOT WITH SO MANY NICE PPL ARD ME. I WILL SURVIVE. I WILL GO J2 I WILL TAKE 4 SUBS. TO HELL WITH WORRIES. TO HELL WITH THE SYSTEM. I WILL SURVIVE. !!!!

butterfly___________