butterfly__________

Thursday, October 13, 2005
3:25 PM

its e return of the stomach flu monster again.

i got stomachache now. as im chionging my pw n worryin bout my results.

its a monster i swear. it feeds on my fear. manifests on my worries.

i will n i insist on worryin. a sadistic side of me makes me feel tons beta if i worry.

as if sth good will happen if i worry ma. well. tts me- minsi e meansie who worries.

oh well. today is an eventful day! except for e pw tok of cos. totally hypnotised me. n i was stoned.

ms li is nice. she promised to help those when help is needed. i went to beg n beg for u noe wad.

then its ROYSTON TAN. he gave me a t-shirt u noe. im so pleased. im rather inspired by his life stories. n i admire his works. they r so satirical with immense humour. i wud go to australia say next yr> to buy 15 n cut. shall support him. i support patrick oso. God bless him for his persistence and determination.how i wish i cud be like him when it comes to dieting.:P

royston admires ppl hu can laff at themselves. me too. i tink i can laff at myself. despite e fact tt i value face a lot. i can laff at myself i tink. i always laff at my fatness. my lack of aptitude for maths. my lack of intelligence at times( seldom though).

i love wang zi bian qing wa. next time ming dao will be mine. i love singing e song with bryan its is so sweet
:D tts all. dun tink my entry is funny today. but oh well a person's gotta be serious n critical at times. God bless.

butterfly___________