butterfly__________

Saturday, October 15, 2005
2:04 PM

wheneva my frens tell me they wanna kill themselves. i will be like. go n die lor.

wheneva my frens tell me they very sad n even cry cos they got a C for some sub. i snapped at them.

wheneva my frens tell me of a huge prob they have, i will be like. how huge can tt be.

not tt im sorry with my previous reactions. but i have reflected upon them and realise that i realli needa have a BIG HEART in order to comfort them.

yea. from today onwards. meansie shall cease to exist. it is my job to listen to ur woes.
but pls. dun call me every single min cos i have a life. but. according to many of my frens. my particular trait as a good counsellor wud be that i make ppl LAUGH. n i trivialise their probs, makin them feel beta.

anytime for a good laugh, call me!. afterall, after 2 days of peer counselling training, im somewhat able to help people more. that im happy. do not give up on me. i mite be harsh, even insensitive at times. but tts cos i realli think ur case is irrelevant. ya. tts bad again sorry. im tokin to u. u will prob be readin tis. but im not sorry for my feelings. im jus sorry i snap at u. i realli dun appreciate unwarranted tears.

k like i say again. i can help u. dun kill urself. life is so much beta w me around come on. if u die. u cant c me. oh man.tts a life worse than being dead, yeah? lol/ i can tell many jokes too. n im such a mean person u r free to snap n slap me when u r angry.

do not cry cos i will wipe ur tears away, do not sob cos i will muffle ur sobs with my hugs, do not be sad cos i will cheer u up with my -55 degrees celcius worth of jokes, do not despair, cos my smile will brighten up ur life.

got woes? share with me. im not wonder woman. but hey, i have probs like u too. maybe we can share.:D im officially now tay minsi the peer helper. call me if u dare.

butterfly___________