butterfly__________

Wednesday, October 12, 2005
3:18 AM

I'm listening to feng yi's new song now.

Realise how much i enjoy music actually.

Today we went to Kbox. My sec class outing w e class. very touched.really.

i dun realli love to sing. but when i sing i get realli hyped up esp when i sang laoshu ai da mi today. i was shouting n moving as if im a rock star. pumped.

bryan is realli cool he loves wang zi bian qing wa. n i sang a duet w him i mean many la. but cos its frm wang zi bian qing wa then tts y its so cool.

i sang a duet with willy too. we sang " xuan ze". was realli emotive rather than emotional when i sang tt song. my heart is injured badly. he woldnt choose me. fine:P

i think clare is e funniest person ever. a guy's gotta deserve lotsa credit for bein tt funny. haha. shall tell u bout e mommy joke when i c u. its HILARIOUS. i admire him man. as in purely admiration. so humorous. n witty. n brilliant@_@.

hes rather astute too. he says our class got weird ppl. n im one of e few. im so happy. one of my fav adj to describe me is weird:D it means im special. tts e connotation:) he tinks fengyi is cool. which i totally agree. shes attained NIRVANA. both calre n i admire her totally. e Pon Queen.

We r e last row musketeers for lit class. including weiqi haha. suddenly realised how much i enjoy my frens' company. i have progressed frm callin them classmates to frens. i feel blessed. i thank God for putting me in this class.:D

they sorta bring out e most extreme in me i guess. my realli wild side. ( like i eva had a tame side b4) im jus gonna enjoy all tis while i can. reali hope to be w tis class frm now to next yr. n hope i get promoted smoothly.

wich brings me to my next topic- my worries. im so scared. Scared with a cap S. it means a lot to me to be able to continue my jc2 smoothly n keep my 4 subs. but i have no confidence at all. frankly speakin. dunno wads gonna happen. im not very brave. i cant say" come what may" i can only pray very hard tt i do well enuff to get promoted n kip 4 subs. tts my wish. im not gonna be greedy n ask for more. i hope God has heard my prayers.

thank Him once again got putting such marvellous frens in my life. for being joy to me. for letting me bring joy to them( i hope) haha. for letting me be a part of their lives.

ive always felt blessed for my existence. to be able to be part of someon'e memory. n someone to be part of mine. isnt it amazing how God arranges our lives sometimes? how u totally love someone jus for who he or she is? ah. love them. 05A12 is cool.

-blissfully happy minsi

butterfly___________