butterfly__________

Sunday, November 06, 2005
3:29 PM

ok i tink im getting dumber n weirder as each days goes by...as tis illness of mine gets worse n worse....i beta stop bout love pregnancy n stuff...haha..im too young for tt?

i am in an awesome mood today....n even tho huey sun say im a mean bitch 60% of the time...my mood remains good...den i started questioning myself....am i realli tt bad a person>>>

no wad....i onli argue w ppl when im pmsing when i feel like being bitchy...n im nice realli most of the time....i make ppl laugh...i listen to ppl sing even if they sing quite bad ( for eg mingz) n i even pay them if i dun wan to listen to them sing. haiz cant stand it y am i so nice????

n when ppl cry, i listen b4 cracking jokes for them to laugh. n when they r sick, im more worried than them. n when some disturbs another, i make the disturbances stop, onli occasionally joining in the disturbing. haiz...how>???? n tis still makes me a lousy person 60% of the time..

but then again, i dun mind being a mean bitch 60% of the time. afterall, without mean ppl like me, how can nice ppl like u survive as NICE ppl, right> i realli dun mind. i jus want u to be with me even tho im mean.

Thank God for making us so individual n yet still collective. I was just walking alone n thinking bout how we r all claled humans n yet have diff names to our faces. how trees are called trees n yet of diff species. arent u glad all of us r diff? special? heehee. i sure am. wudnt wnana meet another minsi, tt wud certainly be scary.

God bless us.

butterfly___________