butterfly__________

Thursday, November 10, 2005
10:25 PM

as quoted frm my beloved fren feng, "and u never update ,whole day see jianming's face"
wahaha. i love tis quote so much. it jus goes to show jianming's face mb be too tiresome to look at even if it is only one day. still, i enjoyed my piece of artwork.

as of now 10/11, 10.30 pm, im forming a purple colour fan club, in honour of my fren siokkie n my "idol" jason. wahaha. n of cos due to my personal interest. ive got purple contacts, purple nails, purple earring, purple specs, purple necklace, purple bracelet, n i jus bought a purple shirt!!!

lets jus say my amethyst- coloured contact lenses had mixed reactions frm my frens haha. the president of jason's fanclub kept lookin into my eyes during pw, cos she said tt e purple colour will calm her down n bless her:)anything for u, weiying. haha. my dear pw grp members bry, lay, huey, fan said i look like " a vampire" with "blurred irises", " not very nice wad". n dear feng said " no comments" wich usually implies tt she has doesnt like it or she has no feelings towards it or it simply has no diff frm normal ones. i oso got ppl hu gave me " wows", "ehhhh..."personally, i love them. but they r too heavy to wear. im still ahvin a headache cos of it.

so pw...do i wanna blog bout it? i dunno. i realli enjoyed everything despite some cork-ups. i truly enjoy e company of my pw frens, appreciate their presence in my lives, even tho bryan irritates me like 99% of e time. i tink we did well, not as gd as rehearsal, but oh well, we will live.

when i went out there, i onli had one thot, " oh shit, i wanna shit". but i smiled n pretended all was fine n started rattliing off in a nervous manner, picking myself up only in the 3rd slide? my grp members noticed e difference lah but when i asked e audience, they said " nth wrong wad, u seemed very happy" good. thank you for saying tt. i totally screwed up. n amazingly enuff, mr teh actually paid attention to wad i said. heehee.

n in major contrast to e previous rehearsals, i tink i did rather ok for my q n a. i tink they were out to kill, but i manage to survive with little cuts? Thank God. e tchr was like " im a hokkien n i aint gonna speak to my child in hokkien in future"..." n i was like " PRECISELY! tt is y we need our proj to save e dialects cos there r ppl like u" n i slipped into a soliloquy bout how i treasure my roots. e the other tchr was like " wun ur proj actually cos segregation w/t dialect grps?" n i was like" we have a plus pt in spore! we have mandarin, e one lang tt unites chi in spore, n with tt, i can safely say tt we wunt split up n still can learn dialects" i tot tt was a rather valid ans.yes n BAMP! all was ova. i almost sobbed. i dunno whether they liked my answers? i sure hope they do. but bryan said my " english was terrible" :) thank you.

n so not onli today is pw, it is Bryan's bday. Happy birthday to u:) sometimes i tink im too nice to him. i actually sacrificed my sleeping hrs n pw pract time to MAKE A VIDEO FOR HIM. i spent 6 hrs:( but it was worth it i guess. hes realli a very irritating person at times. like 99% of e time. but of cos, hes got his gd pts too, like when hes sane n gentlemanly.

n mommy made a new dress for me. i look good in it, according to the whole family:) yea. e dieting worked. its very nice. polka dots. shall wear on sat. n pls say nice ok, haha.

:) today is e dunno how many days i like u. haha. appreciate u living in my mind, cant wait to c u:) n my new dress. if u come.

butterfly___________