butterfly__________

Monday, November 21, 2005
10:38 PM

i made a few discoveries today.
1. my hair doesnt need combing n it will be straight.
2.i now noe y hci is rather chi cos when u maneuver hci it becomes chi.
3. wb office is very stuffy.
4.ijc doesnt have pretty girls except for my partner.
5. my nose is dropping off.
6. im quite gd at scolding ppl.

i am suppose to work 8 hrs a day. today is the slackest day in my entire journalist career of 8 days- i typed a grand total of 3 articles, retype of cos. wich is my name is not on it. 2 r in e papers. n one more guomeimei, my fav one is not in. i dunno y. but its hilarious. ask me n i will tell u why.

n so i work for bout 1 hr? toked with the new girl with ijc most of the day. n took lunch for 1.5 hrs. wanted to lunch w clare but he was at high court:P haha. felt lonely for most part of the day. sneezed all the time. used up one box of tissue. poor me. im starting to get used to the job of interviewing stars everyday.

staying at e office made me feel restless, useless n vulnerable. but tmr i will get e chance to interview again cant wait for it. so today my day was bad, w me sick n all. shall blog for n on clare.

n so ah hao u noe? clare dear got first hand news. n i was right beside my phone waiting for the flash of news frm clare. he was at high court listening to the trial. n i seriously tink ah hao is gonna escape death n get pardoned by the president, but not e high court. i still tink hes crazy up dere. but tt doesnt warrant death. u noe. but death may be a release for him. after all hes onli got an iq of 76. wich is really little according to clare.

can c the joy on clare's face. haha. i asked him loads of qns. there is tis buring fervour n desire in me to gobble him up so i can jus c wad he saw at the court. n hear wad he heard. the adrenaline and zest he felt was awesome. can feel it even after he return frm court. i wonder how its like? hw does the media room look like? wad bout the frenzy? is the judge brilliant? is subashi really tt good? "News dont wait for noone" a job of a newsperson is to present the most relevant news for the masses. i can feel it frm him. is tt wad i want? i do envy him. not tt i dun like my line of work. the glamour the stars do dazzle me sometimes. but it gets meaningless after a while. i lose in touch w reality? unlike clare. still, i like entertainment n the lack of seriousness it brings me.

butterfly___________