butterfly__________

Tuesday, November 08, 2005
10:34 PM

one of the biggest concerns in my life is weight. it is undenaible that i have a weight problem.and all my life i have been trying to solve it. haha. unfortunately i have failed misearbly but have succeeded sometimes oso.

all i can say now is, my stomach hurts a lot. right now. cos im eating very little nowadays. n according to giggolo ming e self-proclaimed giggolo a.k.a the diet expert, said that probably all the gastric juices are overflowing in my stomach cos i suddenly eat so little. all i can sya is its true. my stomach hurts like hell. ouch...i can even hear e wishy washy sound of e juices. haiz very pain.

if i have e choice, i wud rather not diet at all.i feel too misearable le. i mean are looks really that important?take a look at me now, are u condemning me becos im fat, if u r, then its ok, one day u will be fatter than me. WAHAHAHA. and if dun like me cos im fat, look into the mirror, u have 10000 pimples popping up rite now. yes, to me, looks dont matter seriously, i jus dun wanna unmarried cos tis world cares so much bout visual aesthetics, n i dun wanna divorce young cos statistics show tt more fat ppl divorce than thin ones.

and in a difficlut time like this, im just glad i have frens like feng n weiying n siokkie hu r dieting w me. cheers to them for better health n more promising future. CHEERS.

butterfly___________