butterfly__________

Thursday, December 08, 2005
11:25 PM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @@#%^&**

i jus felt like screaming. is it too loud? good. im gonna scream LOUDER.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

ok. now i feel much better. i have declared today as e lousiest day of my 17th year. its even lousier than e day i did my c maths paper. -_-"

n if i tell u y, u will sympathise n empathise with me too. shall start w all e lousy things.

so, today i got MALIGNED......SCOLDED FOR SOME NONSENSICAL THING BY SOME FREAKING BITCH AT WORK. oh man. wad a crazy bitch she is. she jus keeps on barking. i wish i can stuff her mouth with shit. n den i will pull her hair out n feed it to the bitches as in dogs. n den i will punch her in e mouth until she cant tok n beg me to stop...................

n before u judge me, i wunt allow u to do tt. i will admit everything n judge myself.u have no right to.

ya. n so the story goes tt i went to mediacorp today w tis FB excuse me for e vulgar lang. jus tis once i need to vent all my inner anger. AH. ok. to interview zoe tay n edmund chen. AHHHHH. n so tis FB didnt have any info on zoe tay still dare to interview her lah. wth. i had to ask e good qns. half e things u c in xm or wb today r thot up by me. but todya my job is not reporting., jus to take pics.

n den when we went back to office. WTH lah. e pics r supposed to be rushed for printin can. n so like any good top notch reporter. i rush upstairs w e memory card w/o waitng for e crazy bitch., n den u noe wad. she went upstairs n in front of everyone , at e top of her lungs, screamed" WHY DIDNT U WAIT FOR ME?" walau like wth lah. is dere a rule tt says i must wait for u. n den she started tokin bout how her card neva work today. like WTF how am i suppose to noe. big fat ugly fucking bitch. n i neva do anything wrong ok. n if u tink im wrong, uve got shit for brains.

n so, poor little me, insulted n maligned by everyone, whole stomach full of anger, went to e toliet to cry my heart out. i admit. i have a brittle heart. my whole life noone dare to scold me lah. i am NEVER at fault. if i am, i will admit, but if im not, i will never. ok. take tt. SO shes jus a big fat bitch. wad an asshole. i hope her teeth drops off.

but anyway. there is a silver lining to everything, cos COS. BECOS of my precious dew drops tt rolled frm my eyes, i reminded my boss of ehr 2 daughters, den she heart very pain to c me cry, so she gave me 4 mayday concert tickets n a starbucks treat. thank you boss. God bless you.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....now i feel so so so much beter.....by scolding tt bitch i feel a sense of relief. mb she will read it. i hope she does. but mb she wun read it b4 she dies.

but anw. today there is another gd thing besides e 4 mayday tickets. i finally realise tt God is truly there for me. there realli is someone up dere taking care for me.........cos in my darkest hour, while i was crying my lungs out cos i was framed.......suddenly, i jus felt calm....n i started singing christian songs n praying.........i neva used to do tt....i forgot i have God. n tt was my loss. n today, God reminded me tt i have Him. Praise Him.

n for tt, im gonna pray for e crazy bitch, shes a christian too, mind u. tt she wunt be sent to the mental asylum n tt she wunt hurt anymore innocent souls like me.

i will pray for her every single day of my life till she dies:)

butterfly___________