butterfly__________

Sunday, January 15, 2006
8:56 PM

Today is Taysi's 100th entry. But Taysi is not happy, so there is no special entry, shall just blog about my emotions.

I have a lot to share about my church, but I don't suppose I should do it here. My spiritual life is like a climber who tries hard to climb a mountain, but failed to progress because of the backpack that is weighing her down. Gee. An extended metaphor.

I guess if the only thing that brightened up my day would be my cousin.:) She's the joy of my life. I no longer seek joy in serving God. I just had to say it. Sigh. Anyway, I love my cousin, a lot. Her name is ningxin. She's 2 and cute:) Just like her cousin Taysi.

I can bet $1 that none of you know the names of Barney's( The purple dinosaur) friends. I give you 3 seconds to think. 1,2,3. Ok time is up. I know ok. Learnt it from my cousin. Barney's best friends are called BJ and Baby Bob. Taysi likes Barney the most because she usually gets confused about Bj and Baby Bob because they look kind of similar?

If one day I'm going to have kids, they will watch Barney because Barney is well Barney! Barney is very funny. There is this camp called " Camp wannagoround" in the show. I laughed for 5 mins because of this name. I learnt to sing the Barney song from my cousin. Her version is:
" I lub(love) you, you lub(love) me. We are wappie family. With a big bear hug and a weed( kiss) from me to you. * At this moment she will hug and kiss me. Won't you want to kiss me too? So cute. I am a full pledged Barney member.

Hah. Taking care of a kid is just too tough. If I'm going to have kids, I will make sure that the older one is older than the small one by 10 years at least so that he or she can take care of the baby. Smart? I'm very smart.

Oh ya, for those who don't know me very well right, do not interpret the previous entries wrongly. I'm not infatuated with xiaoming, neither do i love Job. haha.

butterfly___________