butterfly__________

Monday, January 16, 2006
5:27 PM

I think my Lit teachers are all remarkably knowledgeable. Which is why they are the teachers and we are the students.

Today at Lit lect, Jason Lee Gum Leng walked right up to me as I was about to sit down and did something horrible. Horrific and totally made my face change colour from normal to red. Hah. Here was how it went.

Taysi: ( About to sit down beside Fengyi)
Jason:" Can I sit beside Fengyi?" ( TOLD ME TO MOVE ASIDE!)
Taysi: On the verge of tears, from the embarrassment:( Got backbone! Went to the far end and sat with xiaoyuan:)
Taysi: Later gets a message from Fengyi to "come back and sit lei!"Taysi stubbornly refuses to go back. Not Fengyi's fault. It's jason's fault. He good. He like girl over pal. Win liao.

To continue about Jason, two of our guy juniors think that he is " quite shuai" . Which I found to be hilariously funny. And laughed. Then they said xiaoming looks "like Prc" and i laughed again.

Went around begging people to be my angel, noone wants to! My mom just asked me to reflect on myself. She says that many people hate me and she says that i cannot go uni. Do you want to have this Mom? Tough life, I don't get to choose. She curses me and put all those weird ideas in my head and make me sad.

Job said something that both bruised and flattered my ego. He says I am not very pretty physically ( wadeva:P) but I have a beautiful character:D I don't know what I think about this. Call me shallow, but I think looks are quite important for first impressions?

But ten years down the road? You can see a beautiful person with a sucky character, will he still be beautifu? Or you take an average person with a beautiful personality, will you love him forever?

I want to be beautiful, inside forever more.

I'm praying hard for love and concern. God bless.

butterfly___________