butterfly__________

Saturday, January 07, 2006
1:18 AM

sometimes im jus irritated with me. like very irritated.

i feel like a clown. an idiotic one. loud one who talks so much.i jus HATE it when i tok too much. pls do me a favor, stop me when i tok faster than i think,will ya? cos when tt happens i usually say e wrong stuff....n when i tok a lot n very fast, i usually lose myself n a couple of frens along e way...unless u r one hu loves me n usually ignore wad i say..haha like dwanice...

yes. i wud prefer to be a quiet person. wad a joke u may think...but subconsciously i jus dun like to be loud. it makes me.........tired? ya. tts e word.

but in anycase, we had a fun day today. or rather i had e most enjoyable morning saturated with sex. wich sorta reminds me of the name im about to gif : Sex in HC: as a satire to : Sex in the city:. haha. wadeva

i tink most ppl tink im either a) a sex maniac or b) someone hu likes to laff at sexual stuff. haha. i tink im more of b). i m indeed highly amused by sexual allusions to some of the miracuolous body parts of our human anatomy. i tink im gonna be a lit tchr next time...cos i realli love doin jacobian times text cos they r so so funny! ask me y n i will tell u:)

yes. n e thing tt astounded me most was e fact tt i have given my first RA show to lep-_o " yes i admit. iw as quite like urghz n ew n pui. cos happily i went into lep, wanting to enjoy a nice simple lesson, den tchr decided to show a movie, wich i tot was a nice simple movie as well called xx. n watch watch, tink e scenery n wad shit very nice. but SUDDENLY TIS WOMAN LIFTS OUR HER BREAST N FED HER SON RIGHT IN FRONT OF US.; IT WAS WHITE.

i almost fainted. n tried to wash my eyes. but cudnt so ended up screaming. n e tchr was like :" hey girls u r gonna be mothers some times too" yes thank u tchr. but i will NOT BREASTFEED IN FRONT OF INTERNATIONAL TELEVISON. esp not infront of blood-rushin 17 yr old kids. n a chao hsiang hu kept makin special sound effects. haha.

n all my frens said im too excited bout it n wondered y. k im not tt crazy can. its realli complicated but apparently my one sentence. " oh well. she loves sex." amused e hell out of some of the,. haha. k. i shall not speak when they do e deed in future.

but pls girls, dun eva eva eva in million yrs seive ur breast out in public. have some decency. i dun wanna c ur breast.

yes n junior meet seniors! i am most determinded to be a fantastic senior tis yr. i dunno wad e definition of a " fantastic senior " is but i can tell u i will give all i can to my juniors becos i was deprived of e seniors i neva had cos they din care bout me. n i was upset. but tts not gonna happen tis yr.

today very exciting, found out tt my bro's pri 1 classmate is in my junior class! so so cute. haha. she grew up~eyes grow misty~ last time still so short n call me zewei jie jie. but now! so pretty. n still remembers me! haha. very good.

n oso got to memorise many names. esp Job. I love Job.becos he has a good name wich happens to belong to my fav character in e bible . wich oso happend to be e fav story in e bible of mine. n beta still he remembers my name! woohoo. like e onli junior boy hu did. so cute. he attempted to call me durin whacko haha but damn suay i cheated n misled everyone. so cute la he. got big eyes. n u noe wad. hes my mortal. hahahahha. k:) hes lucky cos im gona shower him with TLC.yeaaaaaaa

n jason fanclub jus recruited a new member called serene. amsuingly so. haha. she "protected" jason wor.

im jus realli tired. but i had a gd day. a safe one at tt.

butterfly___________