butterfly__________

Tuesday, January 24, 2006
6:31 PM

I am listening to Spice Girls and All Saints' songs now. For those who did not listen to pop songs in the mid 1990's (i.e 1997-1999). They were really hot then.

I recall myself molding myself after the Spice Girls, fell in love with David Beckham because Posh Spice a.k.a Victoria fell in love with him. I watched the Spice Girl's movie, called"Spice World". I remember getting very excited about it. Hah.

I even remember my girl friends and I forming a Singapore Spice Girls Club. They insisted that I was to become Scary Spice a.k.a Mel.B The black, only because I was the darkest in skin colour and they were all fair.

Even though I wanted very badly to be Posh Spice. I was not very opinioniated then. I was just contented to be in "Spice Girls". Afterall, it was like the coolest girl's club in class.I remember fighting with my brother because he wanted to be in Spice Girls too. I'm so glad he finally grew up.

If you know me very well, you will realise that I can never memorise lyrics to a song very well. However, those few songs that I do remember all the lyrics to are songs from Spice Girls and Backstreet Boys.:) Test me. I can sing all of Spice Girls' songs by heart. Even though many people have degraded my favourite girl band of all times, I still stand by them.

I cried when they split up. I guess you can't really equate my love for Spice Girls to others' love for Elvis. But I do feel lots of affection for Spice Girls. Now that I'm listening to "Mama" and "Viva Forever", I can recall the primary school Taysi.

I was a lot happier then. I loved my grades. I loved my friends. I love it when I could talk to my best friend immediately after an argument. I even loved it when I did maths. Even though I did not like those questions with asteris. They looked so difficult.

I miss primary school. I miss being a kid. I once heard someone say that
" Life is exciting because you can never change anything that has happened. Tomorrow will always come."

Fuck. I just lost an entire post. I am so pissed now that I shall not rewrite.

I will! I am just so so so freaking pissed. WHY. Why can't life be as simple as listening to Spice Girls' songs. Hai. Why must this thing happen to me?

YOU GOOD. YOU STOOPID BLOG. YOU JUST WAIT I CLOSE YOU DOWN. I KILL YOU 100000 TIMES THEN YOU KNOW. JUST LIKE HOW I KILLED HER IN MY BRAIN. YOU IDIOT. CAN'T YOU JUST BE NICE TO ME. I HAD A BAD DAY ALRIGHT. NEVER BLOG IN YOU FOR 2 DAYS THEN YOU BLOW YOUR TEMPER. YOU ARE JUST LIKE THE BITCH. YOU ARE AN IDIOT.

butterfly___________