butterfly__________

Wednesday, February 01, 2006
12:14 PM

I was actually in a good mood.

It is amazing how I can slip into a bad mood so so easily.

I was alone in the lep room. Quite freaky. The black light freaks me out. I mean the darkness.

I am in a bad mood now. Liu Zhen is speaking very loudly on the phone. I wish he would stop.

I hate it when people snub at me. I am just this very childish kid who hates it when people ask me to chill out or relax.

I should probably shut up about what other people do nowadays.

It pisses the hell out of me. Many things piss me.

I try to ignore people the minute I start to dislike them. Because if I ignore them, I will cool down. Or else I will start hating them. By the time I hate them I will like kill them a million times over in my brain.

I do not wish to be a murderer.

Not even in my dreams. Or fantasy for that matter.

Many things irritate me.

Body Odour. Messy Armpit Hair. Bad perfume. Bad colongne. Ren Yao. Smellless Farts. Rotten Food. Stubs of hair on the chin. Goatee. Messy eyebrows. Bad hair hygiene. The list goes on.

I feel better now.

Pray for the bird. I hope it's still alive. Maybe I will go check on it later.

butterfly___________