butterfly__________

Friday, February 10, 2006
11:37 PM

XX says she is not XX. Because " XX is xiao xiao.....not me...."

I jia3 smart again, go and assume that she wants her name to be censored:D Haha. Feng Yi, you are called Pingu's owner's sister. That better?

Haha.

I am happy today. My knots of woes have been untightened. I no longer feel vexed.

I want to go out of Singapore, to see the world. I do not feel trapped in our education system.Come on, I am afterall a by-product of it, even if GP is ironically weird sometimes because the lesson defies everything that it advocates. Blech.

I need to justify, don't I? Like how we have a step- by- step way of answering " critical-analysis questions". Blech.

I need to see the world. To be in the centre of the world. To broaden my horizon. I need to pursue what I like.

I do not want to be a zombie who lives a life without excitement.

I would die if my life is consistent. I need excitement. I will get it if I feel the pulse of a different hearbeat of a different city. I will feel excited if I get the freedom of speech I desire.

The only worry I have is not getting a life-partner if I go overseas. Funnily.

I am happy today. My brother did well. I will survive.

Will I survive well? I'm thinking hard. The future remains a puzzle.

A puzzle that I will solve.

And my God will give me the puzzle pieces.

butterfly___________