butterfly__________

Friday, February 03, 2006
10:27 PM

No, I am not paranoid.

I was just in a bad mood. I have been temperamental lately. But I pray that you will care for me like a friend does. You will love me like I love you. Thank you Jiayan for caring. It really touched my heart.

I hope Fengyi is feeling better. I wish she could have told me about her going to the dentise so I can tell her about my stories of plucking teeth. Then again, I have only plucked one in my entire life. I guess I scared her stiff when I told her about the parallel between plucking crabs and plucking teeth the last time.

Sorry. Tell me next time ok? I can make you feel better.

Maybe I should pluck all my teeth off. Then I can't talk properly. Haha.

I am happy now. What a vast change. I love you siok chen! Somehow I always feel better after seeing you. You are my happy charm.

My savings are gone. I blew them on food and accessories that make me happier.

I am joyful. I hope I stay like that always.

For it pains to be unhappy. Being unhappy pains.

Thank you xiaoming.

I hope I can think maturely. I hope I am not xiao char bor. I hope I am a woman, a full fledged one when the day comes.

For I will be, legally an adult.

butterfly___________