butterfly__________

Monday, February 13, 2006
9:18 PM

I just gobbled down 15 ginko nuts. I am terribly worried now because the news said that consuming massive amounts of ginko nuts and cause stroke, coma or even death.

I do not want to die 18 yrs old and 5 days or just a day before Valentine's Day.I would feel sad and wet my coffin.( As in cry, because the dead cannot pee) Blech.

Church was good yesterday. Praise God. I feel close to Him once again.

So, tomorrow is Valentine's Day.

I spent approximately 5 hours in Orchard, excluding traveling time. I HATE ORCHARD! Pingu's friend, I am officially in your club. " The I hate Orchard Club." Pui.I have spent the past few days in Orchard, trying to buy presents but to no avail. Pui.

But gladly, and most happily, I bought presents for my angel and mortal and my friends. I hope they appreciate Taysi. Wahaha. The sole thing that hurts most in me is my heart. Clare asked me how much i spent on Vday. I gave him a rough guage- around $48. The key word is " around". I definitely spent more than $48. I was pressing my calculator then the more I pressed the more my heart ache. Then I stopped.

Which is why I said I do not know the exact amount I spent.Because My Heart Will not Go on. haha.

How. I question the true essence of Valentine's Day. I would like to ask if love can be measured in dollars and cents. I don't think it can be. You can give me a hug or a kiss and it will and most definitely suffice my appetite for love.

However, as I was strolling down Orchard road, I discovered that Singaporean guys actually are not dumbos because they know that girls like to be doted on and showed by love on V. Day especially. They bought presents, placed their faces aside and asked the salesgirls for help. The joy is obvious on their face when they bought something for their girls. I think I will never forget those looks. How sweet.

I wish he would do something like that for me. Fat hope.

Back to my question. Is Valentine's Day a day of showering people with love or a day for businesses to earn big money?

I would want a man who loves me, who humours me when I am sad. Not a man who showers me with material goods. What is so good about jewellery when everyone can have it? Love is something not everyone can have. It is something only you and I will have.

Blech. On this special Frienship day, I just want to tell you I trust and love you( My friends) all my heart. I would want you to be touched by my presence, and continue our friendship in a never ending road.

Happre Valentine's Day.

butterfly___________