butterfly__________

Monday, March 06, 2006
6:21 PM

:(

Tough Day. Chocolate Dark Mood.

The two people in this world who can make my dark dark mood disappear are probably my parents.

I feel happy just looking at them. No matter what, they would never hurt me.

My Papa is quite a romantic, in his own weird ways. :D Under the coaching of his daughter for many years, he finally learned to be romantic.

He asked the whole family to go out and eat together tomorrow so my mom doesn't have to cook- because tomorrow is their wedding anniversary. Which my mummy totally forgot about.

Sweet? I think it is.

My advisor told me not to be kpo about class affairs anymore. She say there is no need to be upset at all.

If their attitude is like that, it will be like that. The disunity is still there. :(

I frowned more than 10 times in the past two days, meaning I aggravated 430 muscles on my face.

I was SHOCKED at the fact that some even had the cheek to raise their hands to say that they didn't say they would go the last time. Now, it's stuff like this that disturbs me.

At least you didn't.

You can curse me. You can talk about me behind my back. You can ignore me. You can leave me. You can frown at me. You can hate me.

At the end of the day, I might be upset- but I will still tell you, I will stand by my stance. I will not tell you that money settles the problem. I will tell you that the heart is the crux of the issue here. The heart to make something happen. We've had that going?

Come on.

That's it. This is the closure. No more of this.

To two people.

Yes I know I am petty. I do not need you to ascertain that fact for me quite frequently. I would not retaliate by pinpointing your flaws right here.

In any case, the crystal has broken. My Swarovski crystal heart.

If one insists on being that way, I will not insist on being that way, because it takes too much time and energy to be angry? Pui.

If you use your common sense more often, you know I hardly ever doodle on proper serious stuff. If that is the attitude you are going to use with me? I will live. I will be serious with you.

I will not even joke.

Because in my vain attempt to trivialise life, I have comprimised on my agendas. I have joked too much.

I would be serious.

I would commit.

I would do my econs article review. gp. math. math. econs tutorial. study. blech.

butterfly___________