butterfly__________

Tuesday, March 28, 2006
6:02 PM

Bad Day-chorus

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know/ You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day/ You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day/ You had a bad day /You had a bad day

Sometimes I just like to sit alone and listen to songs. Just draw up my curtains. Sit in the dark and listen to songs. I like "Bad Day". Epitomizes my mood. Don't ask.

Its sweetness in sadness. You know? The bitter sweet type.

Dear friend, it's not the grades. If it is just the grades solely, I would definitely the most superficial person that ever lived. It's the personal failure, disappointment I feel in me, I feel in my teachers, my parents. Everything all mixed into one, you know? It's the terrible feeling that you know you are just not like this.

It is terrible how isolation in this urban society can be. It is like how you are stuck on an island and your friends are the floating tree logs around you, and you are desperately hanging onto them for dear life. At the end of the day, you want to survive? You have got to swim to shore yourself. It is your responsibility. It is something you have to do by yourself.

Tears-free flow.
Emotions-like a river.
Sadness-neverending.
It's the D word that hits me so hard in the face.
I don't take shit from you. Go away. I will fight you until you die 10000 times over. I don't take shit.

Bad Day.

Don't ask. I will tell when I want to. The logic is simple.

"Every obstacle is a stepping stone to success." I am not a quitter. I am a fighter. Because I am Tay Min Si, because I have God, because I have my friends.

I will get them back. I promise.

butterfly___________