butterfly__________

Wednesday, March 22, 2006
5:28 PM

I wrote on a piece of paper and wrapped it up and placed it on the paper. It says :" I WILL NOT WATCH TV. I WILL NOT WATCH TV. HELP ME GOD!"

In the end, I watched two hours of tv last night, which is a 3 hour decrease from previously:) thank you God.

I was thinking, while doing my lep paper, whether I should drop a subject. Terrible thought. Well yeah. I am indeed considering that so that my other 3 subs won't die.

If they don't force me to drop this time round, I promise on my heart that I WILL GOBBLE DOWN MY MATH TYS. And attempt TO LOVE MATH. IT IS POSSIBLE. POSSIBLE. I WILL NOT COPY TUTORIAL FROM OTHER PEOPLE. I WILL DO MY OWN TUTORIALS.

please.

I hate this block test.
My uncle is dying and I can't visit him as much as I would like to because I haven't studied. I mean what type of shit world is this. I don't care about lit or lep 2 le.

I am going to the hospital right now and see him for the last time. I hope he waits for me. pLEASE.

I would not want to regret when my uncle really passes and I never see him once more.

My big cousin , he's got erm I do not know what disease but he died when I was four years old. My mom told me he treated me very well and was the one who confirmed that I didn't have down's syndrome.

One day, I bought a red rose for him because he was hospitalised. And after that, he died that night. I realise I never buy red roses for people before. Is it because I'm scared they will die because of it?

I will not buy red roses for my uncle. I will not.

butterfly___________