butterfly__________

Wednesday, April 12, 2006
7:48 PM

My blog entries are getting downright boring. You know what? I think they are boring. Nothing interesting. Don't talk so often any more. Everyday "gloomy". That's gonna change gonna change gonna change. I am going to be HAPPY. That is a promise I'm making to myself.

I don't want to regret.

I went jogging just now. Hyper happy. :D I ran quite slowly though. For 2.1km, I actually spent 14 mins. That's like how slow. Somemore, I did not walk or stop breathing. Good news is I never hyper-ventilate. Then I did 20 sit-ups. 10 push ups. Very qiang2.

Bumped into two boys who caught a yellow spider. Named it INsy. And fed it other insects. So scary.I like lizards a whole lot more.

Congrats congrats to HC water polo team. You guys rock. Especially Nigel. Even my friend from rj praise him . Cool.

I think I probably failed lep. Or else wang lao shi wouldn't suddenly remember my name and call me during cha guan for the first time in 1.5 years. That's like totally unexpected. Pui.

Because I ran 2.1 km without stopping today, I am regaining confidence in myself. I believe that God is helping me. Woohoo. Or else, I wouldn't have picked myself up from the crevices of depression so quickly.

I hope I never fail lep.

I will do well.
I will work hard.
I will not watch tv except changjin after this friday.

I don't understand why he is so cold to me. It's like totally un-understandable. Please please please show me some affection? concern? care? I need loads and loads of it.

You all must message me to check if I am alive. I don't like him anymore:(.

I miss many people ------->>>hueysun, you are missed. jiayan also. Must talk to me!

butterfly___________