butterfly__________

Monday, April 24, 2006
7:00 PM

An exciting day at school. Indeed.

The sky was blue.
The clouds were white. And flitting across the blue sky.
Like cotton candy in blue syrup.
Everything looked normal.

Who was to know I would fall down in the most unimaginable way today?

I was walking normally down the stairs with Wei qi and Liting.
Deep in my thoughts.
Literally organizing my timetable in my head.
Suddenly, I heard a disastrous POM!

I realised I had skipped one of the flights and fell down the stairs.
I was sitting on my bum( hence the pom!) and almost immediately, I stood straight up and started laughing hysterically.

Weiqi and liting, very shocked, asked me if I was ok.
I couldn't reply. I just kept laughing. Even though it was quite painful. I was actually very sad because there were 3 guys behind me who kena stunned when I fell. The laughter was perhaps a subconscious effort on my part to disguise my embarassment. woohoo. Haha.

Damn funny. Ask me to re-enact for you. Words are not enough. Actions speak louder.:)

That wasn't the most exciting thing that happened in school today though.
One of my schoolmates "hurt" himself.
We aren't supposed to talk about it, lest the media gets hold of it.
I shall just offer my own opinions.

I don't know why he "hurt" himself.
Being the somewhat logical person that I am, the externalization of internal pain by self inflicting pain onto oneself doesn't really make sense to me?
I mean, since you already feel pain inside, why would you want to inflict more pain on yourself?
Isn't it more painful?

I'm actually rather numb to whatever happen.
With all the happenings around me.
I am most happy with my friend's answer " I am seldom unhappy."
That is the best answer everyone should have.

Anything you do, any pain you impose upon yourself, your parents will suffer worse.

butterfly___________