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Sunday, April 23, 2006
2:08 PM

Xiaoming was worried that he scolded me stupid somewhere along the way because my drama queen entry coincided with his drama queen entry. Haha.

No lah. Some other guy scolded me. I don't understand why we argue over every little small things. It's like don't know how small. Then Xiao ming explained with " The God of Small things."

Taa dAA. Isn't it perturbing how seemingly small things may appear gigantular to us small people? How a biscuit crumb may seem tiny to us humans, but humongous to the ants who need an army to carry it?

I just finished reading" The God of Small things." by Arundhati Roy. I would recommend it to all I know. I couldn't stop reading it. I am touched and sad and amused all at the same time. I think a book that can make a person feel all that at the same time is remarkably remarkable.

I like the final chapter. To many, it's just sex. But I think it is the epitomy of the act of making love because you can seriously see the love being made while reading it. To be able to cross uncrossable barriers for the sake of love is true love most basic and raw at itself.Everything that could be wrong with this relationship is wrong and yet I find it fundamentally beautiful.

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Never go church today, even though I would very much like'd to.
I feel guilty.
But it was for a cause worthy.
At least I felt bad.:)
It means I'm back.
Thank you God.:)

butterfly___________