butterfly__________

Friday, April 21, 2006
11:36 PM

I just argued with him.
As usual, it arose out of something incredibly juvenile and idiotic.
I can't believe it all resulted from the one word "stupid".

I do not like it when people say I am stupid. If they say I am not smart, I already get very discouraged. Because I am constantly doubting my own level of intelligence. Due to the lack of aptitude for math. And to say that I sound incredibly stupid when I am voicing my self-absorbed views hurts like a knife coated with salt slicing on a fresh wound that never heals.

I am constantly self-absorbed and voicing views. It means I am constantly stupid.
Now even if that is the truth, the narcissistic me would rather be deluded my whole life. The intention to awaken your friend is very kind indeed but perhaps that could have been other methods of approaching this issue.

In any case, have some faith in your friend because, despite the fact that she looks stupid, sounds stupid, she might actually have some amount of intelligence "lurking" in her, "dormant " in her. That she actually has the ability to eveluate matters? And sometimes say something in a fit of spite.

This is all bogus. Bogus.

To make another person understand what life as a drama queen is like. The drama queen finds solace in the fact that she can find shelter in surreality in reality. Perhaps the actual person you think is a drama queen do not qualify as one because that person might just very well be temperamental.

1.A drama queen must first have the ability to turn every small little detail into something sensational and huge. Like some enormous problem. ( Checked)
2. She thrives on attention. Whether negative or positive.( Moi.)
3.She has to possess the talent to act. ( Bingo)
4. She can turn bullshit into reality. ( Perhaps.)
5. She enjoys real life drama.( Like I do.)
6. SHe is emotional. ( Well, I do cry and laugh sometimes.)
7. She takes everything very personally. (Jialat lah, like that how?)

And perhaps the world might be disagreeable at times with the drama queen or king. It is indeed the truth that you do have to handle some difficult cases in life.

Temper is unavoidable in life.
To be temperamental is well, innate in some people.
Take it or leave it.
Simple as that.:D

butterfly___________