butterfly__________

Saturday, April 08, 2006
2:35 PM

Clare just told me his neighbour jumped to his death. He was only 15. It disturbs me greatly.

From his mother's bedroom.
He was mentally sick.

Sigh. I feel sad. When people take their lives away, just like that. Do they ever realise they are dead when they hit the ground? Or they already died of heart attack or fear halfway through? Regrets?

Do murderers of their own lives go to heaven?

I feel betrayed especially since there are so many people out there struggling to live on and there are people who take their lives away.

I just disapprove of murder.Of suicide. Your life does not belong to you, it belongs to God.

Even though I think it takes a tremendous amount of courage to take away your own life. However, in an alternative point of view , you might be seen as an escapist from problems or even a coward because you don't dare to face up to your problems, because you choose to run away from reality.

Even if I would want to die voluntarily, I would not choose jumping. I would take medicine. I mean it's like given my weight and I jumped? I would become meat pie. No, it's not a joke.

Think twice before you take your life.

butterfly___________