butterfly__________

Monday, April 10, 2006
6:06 PM

I finally found out why I have been so sick these few days -maybe because it is qing ming jie then everyone burn joss papers, then the ashes go up into the air and pollutes it. Then I with severe allergies to polluted air becomes the victim.

Another friend suggested that I might be allergic to school. Probably.
Or I might be allergic to church.

Or Sadness brews Sickness. I haven't been truly happy for a few months now. Whatever you see is just my vain attempt to make myself happy.

Wah. Sounded very sad. I am sad.

Why like that? Everyday I would come up with new diseases for myself. Worry myself sick to death. Then I will have allergies. Then I will mope about in self-pity. Why like that?

It is the first time in my life I feel as if I am in the valley. Help.

A feeble attempt.

butterfly___________