butterfly__________

Monday, May 22, 2006
8:12 PM

A little nuzzle on the neck.
A twinkle in his eye.
Oblivious to the attention you two are getting.
Sharing a little space meant for one.
Only you.
And me.
I wish.

Of the little space I'm getting on Earth, I'm forever wishing that someone will share it with me eventually. It will be a cosy one. We will be like them, sitting on the bus, getting comfortable with each other. A little nudge on his elbow, a little whisper in his ears. A little whisper in her ears, a little nudge on her elbow.

Two peas in a pod; two people in a bubble; oblivious to the people around us.

I used to detest seeing people displaying affection for each other in public. I could never understand why they had to do it in front of ME, THEM and US. Can't they just keep their hands, mouths, love to themselves?

All of a sudden, just today, I began to see PDA ( Public display of Affection) in a brand new light. I realise that couples kiss and make out on the trains, buses not because they want to do it for people to see, but because they simply wanted to do it. Because their love obscures us from them and created a bubble of oblivion, injected with love around them.

For in their eyes, we are but air. For in their eyes, they are alone in paradise called love.

Ah ha! Suddenly , everything makes sense. The previous puking sensation I had when I see couples people kissing on the bus became wistfulness. The frown I had became a joyous brow-lifting experience. Wow.

I realise I would like to do that as well, but not on the buses -_-". The setting shall be changed to streets of Paris, beside the Eiffel Tower, near a road-side cafe, under the murky street-lights. Shall not continue for the dreams shall linger and persist in my head. For me to know and not for you to try.

Have I matured? Or blinded by the idea of love. The recurring motif in this particular entry.

I had the most unusual peer-tutoring session just now.
I became the world's happiest light-bulb. I truly was happy.

I was doing my math work happily with my tutor, when her boyfriend approached us. We were hidden in the secret corner of the library.

He bought her sushi ( Onigiri), the big triangular things to eat. They smelled real good, with an extra taste of sweetness I guess on my tutor's part, because they were purchased from coro. I thought that was sweet.

I could tell my tutor enjoyed it.:D She even kindly offered to me, which I declined happily and said " Hao3 Xin4 Fu3 orh." She smiled sweetly.

Then, she "commanded" her boyfriend to photocopy somethings for me, her tutee and he gladly did it! Very nice right, without complaints. As if that is not sweet enough, what I am about to tell you is going to make you get diabetes.

Before he left the place, he had secretly placed something on the table of my tutor. My tutor had earlier gave him some money to buy food I guess, a ten dollar note. Guess what he did with the note?

He folded it into a heart shape. Not triangle, not square, but heart shape.

Aw..................so so sweet. He gave his heart to her. In the most literal sense.

I was positive I had been glowing like a 500V light bulb, about to explode but fair enough, I enjoyed my bleak moment as a light bulb.

Able to enjoy the nice bond and relationship they had. Woohoo.

butterfly___________