butterfly__________

Wednesday, July 05, 2006
9:41 PM

I remember awhile ago, I wrote that I like to be permanently excited and always have new and interesting things to happen that excite me.

I take it back.

Being permanently excited is no fun.
It's like having adrenaline rush in you 24 hours.
It's like eating viagra and the effect doesn't wear off.
It's like the brain wants to sleep but the body shouts " NO!"
It's like having eys that won't close.

It's tough.
Being permanently excited is no fun.
I need my rest.

And so I got my first yawn in DAYS around 4,30pm today.
Was exhilarated.
Closed my eyes, breathed calmly and drifted into laa-laa land.
Heng ah.

Now? I'm excited again.
About the match later.
Portugal will reign.

Against all odds.
Never win France before.
Screw up at all important matches.
So what?
They are a winner because they are Warriors.
And warriors have warriors fans like me who sacrifice sleep and sms text to support them.

In mind, body and soul.
Because the cockroach spirit in the sense they try ALL means to survive is what I clocked them as my favourite team.
I love grapes.

I would like to be like that when I face my adversities.
Of course, don't want to betray my friend.

Where does my future lie?
SIGH.

Bleak bleak bleak.

butterfly___________