butterfly__________

Saturday, July 22, 2006
5:45 PM

"With the earth and the sky and the water
remade,like a casket of gold
For my dreams of your image that blossoms
a rose in the deeps of my heart."
- quoted from "The Rose in the Deeps of his Heart"
by William Butler Yeats

Whenever I am upset or my emotions are in diarray, somehow you always happen to be there, maybe on purpose or not on purpose.

I am glad that God put you here on earth, right here with me. You helped curb the tears that were poised at the edge of my eyes from falling out. You helped lift the low spirits of mine. Thank you for just being there.

Everytime I feel embarassed or contrite, you minimised them. It certainly feels great to have such a good friend.

Maybe you will just exist in my memory for years to come.
Maybe you will just be a fleeting ship in my torrents of memories.
But I just want you to know that, you've made a dent in my life. An irrevocable sweet, dent.
If you ever do read this," For my dreams of your image that blossoms/ a rose in the deeps of my heart."
You are that rose.
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That was just reminiscent.Something that I will understand. Haha.

In anycase, yesterday was the MOST embarassing day of my life.
I used to have problems writing an essay based on the above title.
But now? Bring it on. HAHA. So paiseh.-_-"

It all began in the wee hours of Friday morning-->21/7/2006 around 1.30am, when darling Taysi called through perfect 10 to dedicate a song to two of her friends Waye Ning and Wan qi because it was their birthday. The sweet soul of Taysi got terrorised by the evil wizard of Perfect 10 studio- Shan Wee. What an ass, may I add. Below is the transcript, that so embarassed the hell out of your friend, moi.

Taysi: OH MY!! I called through??????( Because she didn't expect to go through and it was afterall 1.30am)
Shan Wee: Yeah you did. So, what's your name?
Taysi: MIN SI.
Shan Wee: Alright, who would you like to dedicate the song to?
Taysi: I would like to dedicate the song to WaYye Ning, it's her birthday today.
Shan Wee: Ok. So how old are you girls?
Taysi: 18. We are all 18.
Shan Wee: So, what's your favourite legal thing to do?
Taysi MISTAKENS the question for " So, what legal things have you done?"
Taysi:I've watched M18 movies. I'm not going to go to pubs.
Shan Wee: Oh why not?
Taysi: Because they are dark.
Shan Wee chuckles.
Shan Wee: So what if they are dark?
Taysi: They are dangerous, and there are alcohol and drugs there.
Shan Wee: (Chuckles) Oh well, it doesn't mean they are so dangerous.
Taysi: ( Stupidly, but might be taken as sarcastically, yet it's sincerely) I will probably go to the pub with my mom and dad.
Shan wee: ( Here's the jerk moment, very snide.) Can you imagine going to Zouk with your mom and dad and you say " Hi mom hi dad" in front of your friends."
Taysi: I have another friend's birthday which falls on today. Hello Wanqi, happy Birthday.
Abruptly as usual, Bye.

Unfortunately, the names of my friends and my well-wishes got CENSORED. WTH.
In anycase, I was being sincere when I said I would go to pub with mom and dad, because I don't feel safe going there alone, or with friends.
It's true that it's sleazy there!!! They actually gave my brother condoms!! So dangerous.

However, I think I sound loserish. Haha. Heng Len and Waye Ning said I sounded sarcastic on air. Heng ah.

Just a mere 5 hours later, I fell right in front of the teachers, including the den and my lit teacher.
I feel 90 degrees straight down." POM" on the floor, injuring my back, thighs, hands and knees.
The embarassment was humongous. I felt like crying.
That was my 3rd time falling in school.

butterfly___________