butterfly__________

Monday, August 21, 2006
4:25 PM

Can anyone be more handsome than him?
Can anyone be more charming than him?
Can anyone be nicer than him?

Can I be less dazzled by him?

There must be a reason why Everytime I oversleep and sleep pass my stop that I meet him. So good-looking!!!!! He's got gorgeous gorgeous big eyes that would blind the stars and seduce the hearts of every girl he meets. His body is so toned from canoe that it's muscular even in his shirt!! His skin is an in-between from copper-tone to fairness. You just want to lay on his broad chest because it looks so firm and secure.

I want to be his.:(

I feel so so so stupid and inferior everytime I see him.
He's so so so nice.
He's so so so brilliant in sports and studies.
I can't remember when we suddenly talked one day because we stopped talking for a couple of years when he went to the neighbouring class.
In anycase you are wondering, he's my primary 1 and 2 classmate.

So good-looking then, so good-looking now.
So nice then, so nice now.

My heart beats like a deer running east and west and north and east.
It went haywired just now!

I pretended not to see him when he boarded the bus.
Crossing my fingers, hoping that maybe by a stroke of luck that he will notice me at the corner of the bus.
Stupid me! Should have raised my head instead of bending it down because I fear that he would see me in most undesirable state.

In brown uniform.Messy hair. Fatigue overwhelming me.

In the end, I couldn't bear it and decided that I had to get a Hi from him or else I will regret.
So, I went to the door like 5 mins before my stop, arranged my hair, my clothes, tilted my head in quite a demure fashion, HOPING that he would see me and say a hello.

I'M SO GLAD I DID WHAT I DID.
The 45 degrees tilted head got what she desires and deserves.
A 10 seconds look at him.
He waved a big hello to me!!! His eyes half-sleepy. Hoho. I wish I would see him soon.

Sigh.
The only time when I will ever ever be him would be in my dreams.

AH!!!!!

butterfly___________