butterfly__________

Tuesday, August 29, 2006
4:12 PM

I'm online not because I am slacking.
I'm online because I am anxious.

My heart was racing so fast that I have to leave my studying table to blog for awhile before getting back to my studying.

I can feel it again!
The excitement, adrenaline rush that I have not felt for months ! Previously in Hwachong, I've only felt resignation and pessimism, but God saved the day, I feel on tenterhooks now, as if I've been eating truckloads of steroids.

However, because of this stupid anxiety spell, my heart has been racing non-stop, I keep getting diarrhoea( my mom thinks it's the overdue bread I ate). I have lost 1.5 kg due to lao sai already.

Rather impressive, eh?

Maybe I should continue lao saing all the way until A levels then I will look really nice in my prom dress.

I'm just so psychotic.

butterfly___________