butterfly__________

Saturday, September 23, 2006
12:43 AM

I just realised my friend has been giving me a lot of emoicons in our msn conversation lately.

Man, I really am very happy you are accomodating...with the evil me .haha. But Christie is right... I shouldn't force on people what I think is right, and what I like...

So, do as you please! Even though I really am happy. Haha.

I don't want people to be displeased with me. More than after not, while I am upholding my right to freedom of speech and expression, I comprimise on friendship, relationship.

Kenasai. Even though I expect what sort of reaction/ effects,I still do it. It is exactly like the Prophet Muhammad caricature thing. You know it will be bad, but you still do it.

Just to test the waters.

Meanwhile, my friend, don't be mad at me, I beseech you.
I am not angry, nor am I pissed. But merely my pettiness overides the usual rational me.

It truly is what I believe in.
But, there are different approaches to life I guess, and your approach is different from mine.
And what you believe in is correct in its own special way.
It's marvellously sweet too.:)

Cell was so painful just now.
I am so horrible at it.
Even I bore myself while at it.
Pains me that some not paying me a little bit attention..
Even pretending to look at me would have felt better.

But then, it's all for God. Not for me. I must obey Him.
My friend, I wish you happiness. I wish you tearless days, tearless years ahead. And even when you tear, they will be tears of happiness.Don't worry, because even when the sky falls, I will be there to help you support the sky.:)

I mean, when I cry in front of you, it means I trust you.
It means I trust you enough to not tell others that I cried.
Crying itself is not shameful; rather, it is private. Ok, by telling others, you are breeching of the invisible pact that we have.

Don't do it again.
It pains me.

I will pray for thee.
May God bless thee.

Happiness befalls all Minsee's precious darling friends.

butterfly___________