butterfly__________

Monday, September 18, 2006
4:26 PM

I realise I am a very extreme person.

When I have queaziness and diarrhoea, it does not occur to me that I have food poisoning or maybe just stress.

It immediately occured to me that I have stomach cancer.

Why like that?

It is how I see cramps and weight gain as signs of diabetes.
When frequent urination and ants in your pee are the obvious ones.

And how my doctor often gets really amused by my analysis of my medical condition.
He insists that I have none.
While I insist that I have a lot.

I mean, my brain is literally fried by my computer and Handphone every single day, minute.
I eat sweet that can kill me.

But perhaps, sometimes I am so engrossed in the crude truth of reality that i tend to neglect that there is always someone up there looking after me.
Or maybe like yulaoshi said, if you "Gu4 Ben3" and your "ben3" meaning innate health is really good and stable, even if you eat 1 gallon of sweet sugar a day, nothing can penetrate you.

I am disgusted with Gost. It is making my diarrhoea worse than ever.

butterfly___________