butterfly__________

Thursday, September 28, 2006
11:32 PM

Ok. Cannot drown in split milk. What's done cannot be undone. But heng what is done is considered not done.

I will not despair.
Many tell me my problems can be solved.
This is my plan.

Econs: MCQ psychological problem, always rush through, panick and don't think clearly.
Always go in with the mentality " I can't do it. I suck at mcqs"
Always think that I don't have enough time.
Everything becomes messed up in my brain the moment I see the questions.
Remedy: Practise everyday for 1 hour under exam condition.
Mr Tan is my God-father because he will clear my doubts now.
I must tell myself " I can do it. I RULE at mcqs." Just ABCD what. What's the big deal.
Dra will help. She's good at mcq.

Mathematics: Panick attack 1 hour into the paper. Always write "I am stupid" on my papers.
No confidence in myself. Need more practise. Some concepts still a bit blur.
Always think that HC papers are undoable. It's so not true.
Remedy: Practise everyday/ Indeed. I don't believe I am stupid and brainless. Pray everyday.
Do papers every 2 days under exam condition. Memorise formulas everyday since I
always end up with NO FORMULAS in my head when I go in. In my papers got many
remarks are like "wrong formula" or "where's the formula?"Lindy will help.

Literature: Once again. Always have diarrhoea before. Because it is called "unseen". Despite
that, it is my favourite subject.Sometimes I narrate.
Remedy: See more.I don't really panick. Try to analyse all!!!!

LEP: It's a subject that time and effort must be committed. I have a natural tendency to write MANY wrong words. Kenasai. Arrogance betrays me because I thought I wrote them correctly.
Terrible memory.Not only short term, but 0 term. It's what we call goldfish memory. How to memorise things??????

Remedy: Consistency is the key. Everyday also must do some.

This is IT MAN.
WAR IS ON.
I AM NOT STUPID.
I WILL MAKE THE EXAM FEES WORTH THE MONEY.
MY PARENTS WILL BE HAPPY.

Oh God, everything depends on you now. DOn't give up on me, please.

butterfly___________