butterfly__________

Monday, September 25, 2006
9:59 PM

This time, I am going to rely entirely on God.
I promise myself that.
There is only so much I can do- but with God, I can do much more.

I promise I won't cry when I see all my shit grades.
I promise I won't feel sad for too long when I see my grades.
I promise to treat all the remedial sessions with enthusiasm and zeal.
I promise I will only come online once a week.
I promise I won't use stress as an excuse to eat a lot.
I promise I will do all the practices that I don't like, i.e. Econs mcq tys, math tys and duan ping.

I must tell myself prelim is to scare me.
I must prepare for the worst.
I must not keep thinking how little time I have left.
I must keep thinking how to make the best use of my time.

For the next 36 days to come, I will give it my all.
I pray that God will give me intelligence and motivation and a clear mind to do all my work.
I will not sleep late.
I will live my life to the fullest.
I will not despair.
I will not despair.
I will not despair.

I will not despair.

butterfly___________