butterfly__________

Monday, September 11, 2006
6:49 PM

Today was so bad.

Bad. At least I had all my friend's comforts.

I feel like a em3 kid in an em1 school.

I never knew how it feels like to actually be the cushion at the bottom. Now I do.

I told myself right before Math- I will not panick. I will not panick. It still came anyway.

I counted 10 "I am stupid" on my math exam script.

4 Wan Dan le.

2 Wo zhen shi bai.

Wei she me wo zhe me ben?

and 1 huge mega big I will fail on the top of the paper.

Thank you, you, you, you and you.

It really isn't supposed to be that hard because I do recognise some of the questions. I just can't think. As in couldn't think. As in didn't know how to think. That's how bad it was.

Maybe I really am just stupid.

Hongli said it's phobia.
Siok says I'm burned out.

I think it's just stupidity.

They should have streamed me to em3, technical stream and not make me feel so weird.

STUPID LAH.

butterfly___________