butterfly__________

Thursday, October 05, 2006
6:03 PM

I need a closure ok.

Miracles can always happen. Always. Never pray ceasing.

Slow and steady wins the race. I shouldn't rush. I am panicking way too much. The stakes are high and I won't jeaopardise my chances with my constant worrying, incessant stress and panick attacks. It's just not worth it.

Of course, I have to thank my sweet and thoughtful friends.

Mainly, Miss Wee for the wonderfully sweet and encouragin letter and cd.
Ms Lee for little tots sweet and constant encouragement plus joy in my life.:D
Mr Oh for the big nice sun flower.
Mr Lee for the withstanding of my constant bugging him.
And many more friends for their words of encouragement.

Haha.

I realise I should be less uptight. My uptightness is like obstructing me. I should really cool it.

A post-mortem of my prelim grades. They are macarbe. Disgusting and horrendous.
However, after letting it affect me for so many days, I have finally gotten over it. I think.
Embarking on my chioing journey. Now is a bit slow. But picking up speed.

From worst to best, ok?:D

Of course, Math lah. Big fat F. Lack of practice plus panick attacks and lack of aptitude for math.
I hope dilligence and resilience pays off. I am not even expecting an A.

Econs- O. eeks. MCQ slaughtered me. Lack of understanding killed me. Incoherence during exam made me die. But this subject, I am sure can be revived. Even if not very well, I hope won't be very bad.

Lit- D. I like this subject and is willing to work for it.

Lep- B. Haha. All the memory parts died.I shall memorise till I can think about it everywhere I go.

In the end, I will just pray everything turns out fine.
I truly am not greedy for 4As because that is not possible.

I just want something that will help me to enter the course I want in university.
Miracles can happen.

Work it, gal:D

butterfly___________