butterfly__________

Monday, November 13, 2006
10:55 AM

I know I know.

What am I doing online? I keep getting diarrhoea so I know that I'm sub-consciously stressed again. Afterall, tomorrow is a subject that I've never done well since J1 block test 1. Which is Econs.

But I really don't know why everyone's formidable MCQ is my archilles's heel. ( don't know how to spell, don't care.)

I can't say I'm very determined to do well this time. But definitely it will have to be my utmost effort ever.

The wanting is gone. Which is really bad.

Wanting is very important.

I will just leave the results in the hands of God.

I cant say I want A means I will get A right.

Exam conditions. Freezed brain. Panick attack? Anything can happen inside the war zone.

It doesn't mean I don't understand Econs. I understand it. But hai....this is called irony plus conflict of interests...

Some people don't understand it, hate it, but still do well!!! That's called determination.

I am just not very determined.

But I'm more like resigned now.

Many people have helped me with econs. Must thank them now before I forget.

1. Zixian for being VERY VERY patient with me, she spent 4 hours once giving me a crash course on macro econs ( eternally grateful) plus explainging mcqs to me.
2. Must thank fengyi and dranice for mcqs help.
3. must thank joanne for econs notes.
4. must thank andrew even though I am still very exasperated with his sms.

Yah. And thank God for not giving me up.

butterfly___________