butterfly__________

Thursday, March 01, 2007
12:58 PM

I am one day away from getting my results.
Hai.

My kids just asked me when they will get back their results.
I told them tentatively on Monday.
Then asked quizzically " How come it's tentative?"

Then I said in a heavy and sombre tone," I might not be here."
Where will you be???????? The kids wondered, tears shining in their eyes.
Dead.
Why???????
Killed over results.
Don't want!!!!!!!!

The teacher is feeling very touched at this moment because she thought her kids care so much about her and her life.

Until they said
We want our test papers back.
-_-"

Life is but a practical game.

I guess on the surface I have been coping well.
Joking and taliking like the usual me.

But, subconsciously, I am very affected.
I fight with people very easily.
I fought with my family recently and everytime I talk to mr pms, we will argue.
For sure.

I thought it was an omen that I will suck for friday.
Even my mom informed me of that.
And me too I was convinced.
All prepared.
And cried over this omen.
I still don't know whether it is.
But I will know tomorrow.

Until then, ironically, my auntie came to my house last night, took a look at me and said,
"You are temperamental and emotional because you have hormones unbalanced( as quoted)"

ok.
Thank goodness.

butterfly___________